Death? Losing someone? Loving someone? Missing someone?
Sigh, well for me right now is falling for someone I can't have. Heck, I'm sure most of us did something like that. It's just plain sucks. Sucks, with a capital S.
Wanna hear my story?
Well you probably will anyway.
Sigh.
So his name is William. He's a bad boy. A player type. He was born on 9th October. The second child. Much, much taller than me. Cocky, arrogant, daring, reckless, and annoying. But on the other side, he's entertaining to watch. He's funny, after all.
His smile. Sigh.
His twinkling eyes. Sigh.
His laugh. Sigh.
His figure. Drool.
You see, I'm not a kind of girl who fall for someone easily. Heck, I barely liking someone within 2-3 months ago. Attracted, a lot. Liking, rare. But one thing I hate about me is; once I fall, I need a longer time than normal people would to get back up.
Kay, so I go to a public school. We got 12 classes for 10th graders. I know it's a bit confusing since we live in a different country. I got into X-3 {Passed the test, sadly I couldn't skip one year}. My best friend got into X-5.
I never really notice Will the first day I got into school. I never seen him before.
We were told to gathered on the school's field and that was the first time I noticed him. And I was awe-struck! I shrugged it off, I thought it was just gonna be a fade away. Like every time I got attracted to a boy.
Gosh, I never know his name, until I asked my best friend. Whoops, my best friend's name is Josh, and he told me Will's name.
Thursday, 2nd August.
The first time he noticed me. I was standing with Josh, talking and suddenly he butted in and declared that he knows my name.
"You're Mia, right?"
"Umm... yeah?"
I was slightly confused. How the heck he found out my name?
"I know Dean" He grinned, like it solved my question.
Crap. Dean was my ex. Who never got over me. He's quite an interesting story. But I'll save it for next time.
"Ohhkay..." I was unsure.
As fast as bolt, Josh and Will were at each other's throat.
"She's not a girl you could play around with" Josh said.
"Chillax" Will brought both of his hand up, grinning like a maniac.
So he's player? Sigh.
Saturday, 4th August
I went with Ashley outside the school, turns out that my dad haven't arrived yet. Sigh, I know. I'm such a loser. My dad never, ever let me ride anything. I could get hurt, he said. Once, I was begging him to let me drive, and surprisingly, I could handle it alright {I swear I only learnt from games I've been playing with my bro}. I surprised myself as well. But still, no excuses for driving.
Back to the topic, I got inside again, looking for Josh. I asked Gabby {Josh's classmate} and she said she didn't see him after class. Then what made my heart fluttered is the sight of William. I was cowering, chickening out, and my stupid little heart told me to turn around and run for it. But my brain told me to man it up and walk there.
"Did you see Josh?"
I bit my lips. Nervous so much.
"Nah, I heard he's giving Ainsley a ride home" He raised his eyebrows cutely.
"Oh" I was really disappointed. Since I won't see Josh for weekend. And the school's almost deserted. And I got stranded. Sigh. "Thanks"
I turned my heels, and stop abruptly when he said, "Sit here"
I was really confused and nervous. Believe it to me when it comes to be a clumsy and stupid in front of someone when I'm nervous. A lot o guys were surrounding him, in silent, watching my every move.
Will was holding a guitar case.
"Can I play it?" I'm a sucker for guitar. Every time I see one, my hand's aching to rip it off their hands.
"You can play?" A glint of amusement playing in his eyes. "Sure. But you gotta put it back in the case later"
"Fine" I grumbled.
He got back talking and shoving around with his friends while I checking out his guitar. It was quite light, nice sound. Strings.
Um I think I played 'To be with you' and 'More than words'. I'm not sure. Suddenly a big, tall guy appeared. "Do you want to play in a band?"
"Er, yeah, I guess. I mean, I'm not really good"
He smiled in returned and we exchanged name. Sorry, I don't remember his name. It started with an N or R, I think.
A friend of Will, asked me to play again but I refused and offered Will the guitar.
"What's you name?"
"Nemar" He winked.
Weird. {Okay, I know I got tricked after I asked Josh. He was laughing his ass off because of this. So Nemar is a football player from Brazil. Nemar da Silva idk idk. His real name is Oliver, Josh said.}
"Ohhkay. I gotta go"
I was trying to took the guitar away from Will and put it in the case when he clutched the guitar and said, "It's okay, I got it. You go home"
"Er... no, really. I played it. We had a deal"
"Geesh" He snickered. "Go. I want to play the guitar, anyway"
Well that was embarrassing.
"Okay. Bye"
"Bye" He smiled, which made his eyes shining. {Is it just me?}
Monday, 6th August
It was the break time. Or lunch time. Whatever you call it. {Oh, did I ever mention that most of people in my school is fasting?}
I was looking for Josh, it turned out that he was going somewhere with Gabby. Sigh.
"Yo Mia, sit here for a while"
I narrowed my eyes. OMG. He actually called me!
"Hi, what's up?"
"I heard your boyfriend had an accident" He grinned. What's so happy about?
"My... boyfriend? I don't have-"
"Dean, you stupid"
Geez. He's so rude. But still cute.
"Oh. I thought it was three months ago"
"Yep"
I gave him a bored look.
"And Dean said that he still in love with you"
"Gross" I shook my head. "I already know that"
He laughed. "Idiot, you're so full of yourself"
"Am not!" He's quite annoying, eh?
The bell rang. Then we got into class and in the end of the lesson, I didn't get to see him again.
Tuesday, 7th of August
Did I mention that he had an accident too? I accidentally stepped on his foot. And I felt soooo guilty. I said sorry. And he muttered. ''F*ck"
Josh chuckled. "It's fine, he's just overreacting"
"Tell him I said sorry!" I gave Josh a horrified look. He's so mean sometimes. I mean, doesn't it hurts?
"Fine" He rolled his eyes and ruffled my hair. Then we both go back to class.
In the end of the lesson, I went to Josh's class and found them working on math problems. Or at least Josh is. Will is furiously tapping on Josh's phone.
Will's a bit intimidating and rude. You know boys. Trying being scary and prideful. Sigh. So I went to sit in front of Josh. And Will's in front of me.
"Tell him I said sorry" I whispered to Josh.
He rolled his eyes. "Will, she was sorry for hurting your precious foot"
Will half-gaped, half-smiling. "What for?" He continued typing.
"Your foot"
Josh and Will broke into chuckles.
"You're not forgiven" He smiled.
"What?" Is this guy for real? So did I embarrass myself? Geesh. I walked out of the class. He really is annoying.
And for 2 days, we don't talk with each other, much.
Thursday, 9th August
Break time, again. And I went to Josh's class. Helping him with the lesson. Giving tips since my class already been through that one.
"Yo Josh I'm hungry" Will suddenly towered over me.
"So?" Josh muttered.
"Hey you're so quiet" He smirked at me.
I coughed, not actually believing he wants to talk to me. Inside, I was gushing while doing a happy dance.
"Er...."
"Let's go to the cafeteria" He insisted me.
I debated with myself for a while. If I took it, he might talk to me again! :D But will he think that I'm a weirdo for tagging along with someone I barely know?
But you know that closeness feeling you get when you met a person who knows or probably close to your friends or best friend? Well, for me, I always hit up well with the person.
"Okay" I shrugged, pretending that it's not a big deal.
He grinned. "See Josh? She wanted to"
"Fine" Josh slammed his book playfully and off we go.
I was in the middle, shaking. Seriously, how come I got him to walk beside me? Omfg, kill me now. Inside, I was erupted with happiness.
So after the big baboons shooed me away because they said they're embarrassed when a girl see them when they're eating, I went to the toilet.
After I came back, I spotted Charlie, a person I know {1 grade upon us} from my old school.
"Hi" I grinned, feeling unsure, waving at him.
He smiled and stopped drinking, walked over to us. "Sup guys?"
And the boys drown in a conversation I don't understand. Here and there he asked me about my classmates.
The bell rang, and luckily, the teacher's late.
On Friday, I didn't talk to Will. I was only waved at him and said 'hi'. But I guess he's too stunned to say hi back, or he's just plain rude.
Saturday, 11th August
My fingers already aching in the morning. Blame my classmates. They asked me to play guitar. Strings. When the guitar I have is nylon. So it's kinda hurts.
They were really happy about singing along, so it worth it. It'll be more fun if it's a camp night.
So they asked me to play again and again, until I finally escaped.
"My hand hurts" I pouted to Josh. He was there with William, Gabby, and Oliver, and a guy I don't know.
"Why?"
"Guitar" I shrugged.
"Hey you can play guitar right?" Oliver asked me.
"I guess.."
"Play something then" He shoved the guitar.
Things get awkward cause nobody sings. So Gabby decided to go to the cafeteria with Josh, leaving me with the silent Will. Oliver was gone somewhere with the guy.
I went outside, feeling awkward with Will. Then suddenly Ainsley appeared and asked me the guitar, I gave the guitar to her, and got back to class.
After I texted for a while with Jane, my other best friend, I got back to Josh's class, found out that they're trying to figure out a song.
Oliver spotted my and grinned, "Here's the star. Let her play the guitar"
"You can play?" Ainsley asked me, smiling.
"Sure, I guess" I offered her a small smile.
"Sapphire, what song did you say earlier?" Ainsley asked her best friend, Sapphire. She's really pretty, like a living barbie. So does Ainsley. Don't get me wrong if I got self-conscious around them. Sigh.
"Jar of hearts"
So I got stuck there, playing 'Jar of Hearts', 'This is me', 'Price tag', 'To be with you', 'I will fly'. And other songs I don't remember.
"Darn, you're really good" Ainsley smiled. "I'm Ainsley". So now she wanted to be friends with me? Even we talked before? Geesh.
"Mia"
She started to blabbered about how cool it would be if she could play guitar. I added 'mhmm's and 'yeah's everywhere. Gabby and Josh were back by then.
It's the end of the lesson, and I grabbed my back from my class, and sprinted to the Josh's class. I received a text that my mom couldn't pick me up until 4 pm. And it was only 12. I cursed silently. How the heck I could survive this.
"My mom couldn't pick me up until 4" I slumped on Josh's chair.
"Sucks to be you" He grinned. I shot him a glare, which made him laugh. "Kidding. I could take you home"
"Nah, I don't really fond of bike"
"Wimp" He snickered. I stuck my tongue out.
Then I walk outside, finding Will on himself. I took a deep breath, observing his every details. "Hi" I said breathlessly.
"Hey" He smiled.
Then we fell into a comfortable silence, which quite a surprise, since I don't get comfortable around people so fast.
I checked out his guitar case {he let me to! :3} and found a paper.
"What's this for?"
"Chords" He shot another handsome smile.
I snorted. "I could never remember this"
"Here, see" He pointed to some chords, which I don't quite get, since I play guitar from my feelings. Weird..
So all that I can see and hear is his handsome figure. Sigh.
After that we fell into another silence, and I got back to class. When I went outside, he's gone.
"He's gone" I groaned to Josh.
"Your fault" He muttered from his sleep.
"How come?"
"You left him, silly head"
"Oh"
Josh get back to his sleepy state.
"He's so cute" I gushed.
"He's got a girl friend"
"What? You never told me!" I gaped. I was really disappointed.
"So? You could always take him away" He said so casually.
That's plain wrong. When two people is happy, leave them alone.
"No, that's so wrong" I shook my head, feeling really disappointed.
For a few minutes we stayed silent, until Ainsley barged in and told Josh to take her home. Josh hesitated, a gentleman he is, he didn't want to left me alone. I said it was okay. But he still is unsure. Ainsley and I talked for a while, until Josh decided to go.
So I went back to my class, and found that my other friends still dancing and playing games. "You guys are still here?"
I received a lot of 'yeah's.
"What's up?" Ryan asked me, peeked up from his game.
"My mom couldn't pick me up until 4" I frowned, sat behind him, watching the game.
"I could take you home" He offered. Dylan, who sat beside him faked cough.
"Really funny, Dy" I rolled my eyes. "No thanks" I smiled to Ryan.
He nodded and get back to his game.
I don't remembered falling asleep, until I heard a call from my mom, saying that her friend's picking me up.
So I went home.
*
That's it. Since I know that he's got a girlfriend, I've been so down lately. Obsessed? Probably. It's just the way I like somebody.
I stalked his Facebook, twitter. And he's so cute :3 seriously.
After I read some quotes on the Internet, I decided to wait for him.
Waiting. I'm not really good at that, but I've been practicing. I guess I'll just give it a shot.
I even made a necklace made of his name. 'W'.
I don't get to see him until Friday, since I got holiday from today. Let's just hope that he'll come around. I really like him. And I can't say how much it sucks to waiting on someone. I can't take him away, but being friends couldn't hurt, right?
I guess I'll update on Friday.
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