YO SUP.

Ciao people. My humble apologize for being late :D

Boom. Let's see. There's so much to tell! I can't even started. First off, I'm on my mid-semester test. Kinda sucks actually. I got Math and PE today. Can't even tell how much I freaking out for Math test. Tommorow I got Biology and Geography. Sigh. I've done learning Geo, so I'm practically glaring at the biology pages, hoping the words would jump right into my stupid brain.

Will sucks. That's it. He talks to me about those pretty girl. And when I'm not listening, he turned to Josh to say those things. I just can't stand it. And it'll be awkward, so I turned my gaze away.

Dane sucks too. No, not really. He got a new girlfriend. A pretty one too. I'm happy for him.... kinda. Sigh. I dunno. I missed him a lot. If it's not because of that stupid fight....

JANE IS GROWING UP! :D My little tomboy Jane, zombie lovers, manga maniac, lord of punches and profanities is finally growing up! She grew some balls and she talks with her crush. That makes me practically drop my jaw. It feels weird, hearing her talking about those things. Crushes. And she sounds like a girly girl right now. I don't know if I should thank or beat the daylight outta those girls around her. I think they put a lot of changes inside Jane.

I got a new guitar for my birthday!! :D I was screaming on the top of my lungs. Yes, I was that happy. It's black, and I named it Blaze. Since the first song he heard is 'Blaze of Glory' by Bon Jovi. He's a Takamine. And yes, I'd rather call it a 'he' :3

Er... do you know that my panic attack is slightly, slightly increasing? I just got scared sometimes. Sucha wimp.

And I got more tomboyish and hyperactive these days. Since I got into high school. I'm still in denial that I'm growing up. *emo corner*

No offense :3 Here's a virtual cookie (>-o-)>O

Dinosaur. RAWR.

Oh! I'm downloading my iPad software and it won't be done until 7 hours more! D: *dies*

I fell down the stairs. I left a pretty nasty bruise. One of them is turning yellowish, the others are blue and purple. Quite a sight. Heh.

I guess I'll learn how to get over Will. There's one boy with braces, yet he looks hot. Really hot. His smile. Omg. Haha. Sadly I don't know what's his name, what class is he in. The first time I saw him, we both were walking out of the washroom, both of us were laughing at our own friends joke, so we're a little breathless and look into each other's eyes. Bleh. Sappy.

Crush- David Archuleta
Do you catch your breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I'm trying to walk away, but I know this crush ain't going away.

I guess I really need to glare at those damn biology papers again.

So bye. DINOSAUR HIP BUMP! :D

Sigh.

I missed Josh.

Okay I know. I got into a fight with him yesterday. I shamefully cried. I was really upset. I don't wanna get into a fight with him. But we made up. Even there's still a slight misunderstanding, I'm glad we're okay.

Soo, today Josh & William & other catholic folks went camping. Just the catholics. And Josh was really cute. And I miss him. And it's freaking annoying. I mean, it's really a downer. I didn't get to hang out with him first. I was in rush getting into class, so that I could barely say hi or even goodbye. I miss him. I texted him this afternoon, but he didn't replied. I guess he's busy?

Geography test tomorrow. And I haven't learn a damn thing. I guess I'll just read the text book tomorrow. That damn thing. Go die in a hole.

I've been telling a lot of lies lately. Sigh. I really need to got out of it.

I want to buy the new iPod 5. With engraving. The blue one. Sadly, there's no apple store here. Boohoo.

Today's Quote : Life gives it's toughest battles to the strongest soldiers.

Untill next time, be strong.

asdfghjkl :c

This day is just not my day. Thanks God I got no lesson today.

I had a- so called- "fight" with Josh. It's just plainly sucks. I told him not to be so close with Annie. He just won't listen. Ugh. I know, I'm acting like a possesive freak. But I've seen Annie, I know how she is. I just don't want him to get hurt. He doesn't understand. It's kinda hurt.

I mean, he told me not to be too close with Dave, I did it. I listened.

Whatever.

I didn't see Will today. Sucks.

My dad got angry at me for got home late. Sucks.

See? It's just not my day.

Eyes on you.

"You see this lens Flint Lockwood?"
"Mhmm"
"This lens represent you, ma' eye represent ma' eye. I got ma' eye on you!"
"Oh look! A jaywalker"
"HEY!"

That's pretty much a conversation between a police [I don't remember his name lol] and Flint. From the film Cloudy with a chance of meatball. I love the film. Tehee. I love watching cartoon. Dad never let me watching something I shouldn't watch. Kinda true, kinda sad. But I don't mind. Cartoon's cool.

Ooooh, and the minions on Despicable Me. You cannot resist those cutie. They're just sooooo adorable. You couldn't help but saying 'awwh' everytime they laugh. Tehehehe :3 Me, myself giggles to death. No, not really.

Kung Fu Panda! :D
"Who are you?" "Buddy, I, am the Dragon warrior" *Po sighs and drops his hands*
Another scene : "Are you kidding? I've done awesome!" *Po bangs his tummy towards Chifu*
I know, I know. Little nerds I am.

I got my eyes on you, William!

Sigh. I feel like I'm gonna scream it on the top of my lungs one of these fine days. Kidding. My embarrassment probably gonna kill me first. Anyhooo, he took my hand! In his hand! I was freaking flying. Happy. And hyper. SIGH. It's like he's my own brand of heroine *twilight fans, anyone?*

It's kinda true, I gotta admit. Even tho I don't like him as much as I did before. Please play David Archuleta's song, A little too not over youuuuuuuuuu.

Kay I'm blabbing. Soo Annie's got a bad day today. Being a good girl I was, I bought her a ham, and a nice, warm company. She said thanks! :D I was happy. But er... I kinda jealous whenever she got closer to Josh. Sigh. I know I shouldn't be so possesive of him. But I just can't help it. He's gonna get himself hurt :c

Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair.......

Butthead.

Annie's got a date on Saturday! I'm so happy for her. It's cute. Really cute.

And I got a seat with Emma. She's nice, only too quite. And she told me she likes Marten. That boy has been crazy over her for over a month. I helped a lot, too. And they kinda got close to each other since Saturday [since like everything exciting happened when I wasn't there -_-]. It's really cute. Since Emma is really shy, but she's kinda outgoing around me and Fiona.

Boom, I dunno what to write xD I think I'll got Math test tommorow. And I didn't even touch my book. And it's already 10 pm. Sigh. Who cares? I guess I'll just go to sleep.

William. Obsessed. Mia.

Slowly, but surely.

Slowly but surely over him! *crowd went wilds
Tehee, I feel nothing. Seriously. I even dare to text him today. And talk to him yesterday, play his guitar, sing in front of him, laugh in front of him, talk to him like a civilized person, teach him a song and made him smile. I am so thrilled.

Nah, not really. In fact I'm losing hope on him. I guess I'll just move on. But deep down inside I can't deny the fact that I'll be attracted to him for a long, long time. Bleh.

Kaaaay. So I found out that my japanese name is Nakashimi Emi. Nakashimi means the center of the island, while Emi means blessed with beauty. The translator must've been wrong. Sigh. But I love the name. So who I am to objected? ;D

Er, Saturday. Yeah right. I practically partying inside when I heard there's only 4 period on Saturday. So no Geography & Sociology exams. Free. With wings. And the last period is PE. Teach even went soft on us. Jog around the city park. Hey, at least nobody complained. Turns out that on Saturday, there's an  event on the mall. A scientific event. And a lot of us went there. No, not me. I'm not into those things.

I renewed my twitter profile. Collected a lot of awesome pictures. What else? Oh! I got 2 new followers on Tumblr. Check it out! http://17swaggerr.tumblr.com I love my blog! :D

My dad decided to have a BBQ night today. So I smell smoke everywhere. My tummy rumbling, ordering me to fly downstairs, grab a plate and eat like a pig. Sigh.

Will didn't text me beck. That's quite a downer.

Anyhoooow, bye. I really am hungry. Until next time.. ;D

F*cking perfect + other blabbings.

Hi :D

Did somebody tell you you're not good enough? Stupid, ugly, useless, etc, etc. Being misunderstood? Feeling left out cause you can't cop up? People hate the real you? Pretend so much to be someone else that it hurts you inside? Feeling you're the crappiest person in the whole world?

No worries, I'm feeling it, too. In fact, I feel it now. Gosh, there's so many changes I couldn't keep up with. I'm feeling weird cause the other kids are so different from me. I have a lot of awkward moment with someone I don't like that much, but I'm trying to be nice. Sigh.

Keeping up with the lesson, which totally difficult. And I got no time to read books anymore. Sucks.

Bleh. I'm blabbering. Okay. So I bet a lot of people already picked out about this topic. I guess I'll just annoy the hell outta you with this topic.

Pssh. Whatever.

There's no scales for beauty. You are beautiful with your own speciality. Well, except you're a bad person inside, then you're totally ugly. Don't care how pretty you are outside. I don't care. Wise people don't care. What's inside, outshine the outside.

This is kinda off the topic, but stop trying to have that 'I'm smart' looks. Stop trying nothing. Stop complaining. Stop thinking normally. Be creative, be different. Stay the hell away from simple. Be crazy. Don't be calm and collective. That's totally boring. Shot a smile to your enemy. Happily. Love your bestfriend. Don't give up on your dreams. Don't let it just be... you know, dreams. Run everywhere, learn something new. Make your own rep. Cut your hair, make a new style. Use shoes oftenly. Take pictures. Prank people. Hug them, giggles, and have the time of your life.

Sigh.

I'm totally blabbering. I'm doing physic homework now. I feel like pulling my hair out right now.

Toodles ;D

365 days

People, hi. *tired voice*

Ever heard of victorious? That daily show on nickelodeon? Yeah, I'm still watching that. Have you seen the part when Leon fall for Jade? *shivers* But anyway, Leon's song was amazing. I really love it. And it's kinda suits me. Bleh. Here's the lyrics:

Monday,
Well baby I fell for you

Tuesday
I wrote you this song

Wednesday
I wait outside your door,
Even though I know its wrong…

7 days a week
Every hour of the month
Gotta let you
Know where my heart
Is commin' from

I shouldn't feel this way,
But I gotta say
Baby I gotta let you now

I will try
Everything,
To make you come
Closer to me

And baby do you believe
That it's not just a phase

How can I get it through
To tell you
What I cant lose

I will try 365 days,
365 ways to get to you

Yeah, to get to
You, you, you, you
Baby

Every second
Every tick tick of the clock (Every second)

I want you all to myself

I just can't
Handle myself,
Feeling kinda guilty
but girl I can't stop

Girl I don't wanna
Nobody else,
No one else,
No one else…

I will try
Everything,
To make you come
Closer to me

I'll try 365 days…
365 ways to get to you

It was really cute, wasn't it? *squeal*

Sigh. I hope I could get over Will. Like Leon did on the end of the show. That was pretty surprising. Okay, not really.

And I think Sarah went home with Will on Saturday. Which made me really, really, really, feels weird. And Josh couldn't keep his dumb mouth from teasing me. It's sad how I couldn't like anybody else. Once I fell, I fell hard. Let's just hope time will wash it away *finger cross*

Josh called me a few hours ago. He said his stomach hurts. Of course, my first reaction was "eyes-rolling". He ate too much chili. Now he couldn't stop go in and go out the toilet. I chuckled a lot on that  part.

I wanna change my room. Seriously. It's getting boring. I mean, I wanna put away the past, too much silly memories. My mom really likes my idea. So am I. *wink wink*

Did I mention about my exams? I probably did. I moaned a lot about that. Now my exams total is 7. Pretty much happy thought, eh? So I already study 4. 3 to go!

Err... I love cornflakes. A lot. I ate a whole box in two days. Yay me. Without milk.

My little bro steal my rainbow lollipop. And I argued a lot with him. And he cried. Without doubt, he won. Mom gave me a warning glare. It was so unfair.

I want to learn skateboarding. Seems fun. Oh, and my birthday is almost here! The joy of getting older. Yuck. Here's some things I wanna get right now:

iPod

Acoustic guitar

Skateboard

Shoes

T-shirts

Watch

Yeah... what else? Right. I got my eye infected. Right eye. It seems like a teeny tiny bit piece of wood got into it. *shivers* So I went to the hospital on 9 pm. Thanks God my mom's a doctor. VIP ways ;D

Not that I'm bluffing about it, kay.

I forgot to take the eye med thingy. It's on the top of fridge. 

I dunno what else to say. I really need to pee. And my body feels like aching everywhere. I went too extreme on PE. Sigh. Those running made me excited. 

I dislike the new songs. They're crappy. No offense. 

Any idea to got over a crush?