Monday, September 17, 2012

Eyes on you.

"You see this lens Flint Lockwood?"
"Mhmm"
"This lens represent you, ma' eye represent ma' eye. I got ma' eye on you!"
"Oh look! A jaywalker"
"HEY!"

That's pretty much a conversation between a police [I don't remember his name lol] and Flint. From the film Cloudy with a chance of meatball. I love the film. Tehee. I love watching cartoon. Dad never let me watching something I shouldn't watch. Kinda true, kinda sad. But I don't mind. Cartoon's cool.

Ooooh, and the minions on Despicable Me. You cannot resist those cutie. They're just sooooo adorable. You couldn't help but saying 'awwh' everytime they laugh. Tehehehe :3 Me, myself giggles to death. No, not really.

Kung Fu Panda! :D
"Who are you?" "Buddy, I, am the Dragon warrior" *Po sighs and drops his hands*
Another scene : "Are you kidding? I've done awesome!" *Po bangs his tummy towards Chifu*
I know, I know. Little nerds I am.

I got my eyes on you, William!

Sigh. I feel like I'm gonna scream it on the top of my lungs one of these fine days. Kidding. My embarrassment probably gonna kill me first. Anyhooo, he took my hand! In his hand! I was freaking flying. Happy. And hyper. SIGH. It's like he's my own brand of heroine *twilight fans, anyone?*

It's kinda true, I gotta admit. Even tho I don't like him as much as I did before. Please play David Archuleta's song, A little too not over youuuuuuuuuu.

Kay I'm blabbing. Soo Annie's got a bad day today. Being a good girl I was, I bought her a ham, and a nice, warm company. She said thanks! :D I was happy. But er... I kinda jealous whenever she got closer to Josh. Sigh. I know I shouldn't be so possesive of him. But I just can't help it. He's gonna get himself hurt :c

Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair.......

Butthead.

Annie's got a date on Saturday! I'm so happy for her. It's cute. Really cute.

And I got a seat with Emma. She's nice, only too quite. And she told me she likes Marten. That boy has been crazy over her for over a month. I helped a lot, too. And they kinda got close to each other since Saturday [since like everything exciting happened when I wasn't there -_-]. It's really cute. Since Emma is really shy, but she's kinda outgoing around me and Fiona.

Boom, I dunno what to write xD I think I'll got Math test tommorow. And I didn't even touch my book. And it's already 10 pm. Sigh. Who cares? I guess I'll just go to sleep.

William. Obsessed. Mia.


Sunday, September 16, 2012

Slowly, but surely.

Slowly but surely over him! *crowd went wilds
Tehee, I feel nothing. Seriously. I even dare to text him today. And talk to him yesterday, play his guitar, sing in front of him, laugh in front of him, talk to him like a civilized person, teach him a song and made him smile. I am so thrilled.

Nah, not really. In fact I'm losing hope on him. I guess I'll just move on. But deep down inside I can't deny the fact that I'll be attracted to him for a long, long time. Bleh.

Kaaaay. So I found out that my japanese name is Nakashimi Emi. Nakashimi means the center of the island, while Emi means blessed with beauty. The translator must've been wrong. Sigh. But I love the name. So who I am to objected? ;D

Er, Saturday. Yeah right. I practically partying inside when I heard there's only 4 period on Saturday. So no Geography & Sociology exams. Free. With wings. And the last period is PE. Teach even went soft on us. Jog around the city park. Hey, at least nobody complained. Turns out that on Saturday, there's an  event on the mall. A scientific event. And a lot of us went there. No, not me. I'm not into those things.

I renewed my twitter profile. Collected a lot of awesome pictures. What else? Oh! I got 2 new followers on Tumblr. Check it out! http://17swaggerr.tumblr.com I love my blog! :D

My dad decided to have a BBQ night today. So I smell smoke everywhere. My tummy rumbling, ordering me to fly downstairs, grab a plate and eat like a pig. Sigh.

Will didn't text me beck. That's quite a downer.

Anyhoooow, bye. I really am hungry. Until next time.. ;D

Monday, September 10, 2012

F*cking perfect + other blabbings.

Hi :D

Did somebody tell you you're not good enough? Stupid, ugly, useless, etc, etc. Being misunderstood? Feeling left out cause you can't cop up? People hate the real you? Pretend so much to be someone else that it hurts you inside? Feeling you're the crappiest person in the whole world?

No worries, I'm feeling it, too. In fact, I feel it now. Gosh, there's so many changes I couldn't keep up with. I'm feeling weird cause the other kids are so different from me. I have a lot of awkward moment with someone I don't like that much, but I'm trying to be nice. Sigh.

Keeping up with the lesson, which totally difficult. And I got no time to read books anymore. Sucks.

Bleh. I'm blabbering. Okay. So I bet a lot of people already picked out about this topic. I guess I'll just annoy the hell outta you with this topic.

Pssh. Whatever.

There's no scales for beauty. You are beautiful with your own speciality. Well, except you're a bad person inside, then you're totally ugly. Don't care how pretty you are outside. I don't care. Wise people don't care. What's inside, outshine the outside.

This is kinda off the topic, but stop trying to have that 'I'm smart' looks. Stop trying nothing. Stop complaining. Stop thinking normally. Be creative, be different. Stay the hell away from simple. Be crazy. Don't be calm and collective. That's totally boring. Shot a smile to your enemy. Happily. Love your bestfriend. Don't give up on your dreams. Don't let it just be... you know, dreams. Run everywhere, learn something new. Make your own rep. Cut your hair, make a new style. Use shoes oftenly. Take pictures. Prank people. Hug them, giggles, and have the time of your life.

Sigh.

I'm totally blabbering. I'm doing physic homework now. I feel like pulling my hair out right now.

Toodles ;D

Sunday, September 9, 2012

365 days

People, hi. *tired voice*

Ever heard of victorious? That daily show on nickelodeon? Yeah, I'm still watching that. Have you seen the part when Leon fall for Jade? *shivers* But anyway, Leon's song was amazing. I really love it. And it's kinda suits me. Bleh. Here's the lyrics:

Monday,
Well baby I fell for you

Tuesday
I wrote you this song

Wednesday
I wait outside your door,
Even though I know its wrong…

7 days a week
Every hour of the month
Gotta let you
Know where my heart
Is commin' from

I shouldn't feel this way,
But I gotta say
Baby I gotta let you now

I will try
Everything,
To make you come
Closer to me

And baby do you believe
That it's not just a phase

How can I get it through
To tell you
What I cant lose

I will try 365 days,
365 ways to get to you

Yeah, to get to
You, you, you, you
Baby

Every second
Every tick tick of the clock (Every second)

I want you all to myself

I just can't
Handle myself,
Feeling kinda guilty
but girl I can't stop

Girl I don't wanna
Nobody else,
No one else,
No one else…

I will try
Everything,
To make you come
Closer to me

I'll try 365 days…
365 ways to get to you

It was really cute, wasn't it? *squeal*

Sigh. I hope I could get over Will. Like Leon did on the end of the show. That was pretty surprising. Okay, not really.

And I think Sarah went home with Will on Saturday. Which made me really, really, really, feels weird. And Josh couldn't keep his dumb mouth from teasing me. It's sad how I couldn't like anybody else. Once I fell, I fell hard. Let's just hope time will wash it away *finger cross*

Josh called me a few hours ago. He said his stomach hurts. Of course, my first reaction was "eyes-rolling". He ate too much chili. Now he couldn't stop go in and go out the toilet. I chuckled a lot on that  part.

I wanna change my room. Seriously. It's getting boring. I mean, I wanna put away the past, too much silly memories. My mom really likes my idea. So am I. *wink wink*

Did I mention about my exams? I probably did. I moaned a lot about that. Now my exams total is 7. Pretty much happy thought, eh? So I already study 4. 3 to go!

Err... I love cornflakes. A lot. I ate a whole box in two days. Yay me. Without milk.

My little bro steal my rainbow lollipop. And I argued a lot with him. And he cried. Without doubt, he won. Mom gave me a warning glare. It was so unfair.

I want to learn skateboarding. Seems fun. Oh, and my birthday is almost here! The joy of getting older. Yuck. Here's some things I wanna get right now:


iPod
Acoustic guitar
Skateboard
Shoes
T-shirts
Watch

Yeah... what else? Right. I got my eye infected. Right eye. It seems like a teeny tiny bit piece of wood got into it. *shivers* So I went to the hospital on 9 pm. Thanks God my mom's a doctor. VIP ways ;D

Not that I'm bluffing about it, kay.

I forgot to take the eye med thingy. It's on the top of fridge. 

I dunno what else to say. I really need to pee. And my body feels like aching everywhere. I went too extreme on PE. Sigh. Those running made me excited. 

I dislike the new songs. They're crappy. No offense. 

Any idea to got over a crush?




Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Random Post!

Hi :D

Okay, so I'm writing on 22:48. And my eyes are totally worn out. Don't go to sleep, Mia. Do not go to sleep. Sigh. I've been working on my homeworks, and they made me bored, so I decided to write something.

Did you know that Josh and Will got into a fight on last Friday? It was pretty funny actually. So Josh was convincing me that Dane smokes. I said no way! He's half-sighing and half-laughing. Then he called Will, who's starring blankly at his homework, being cute as always. Tehee. So Will said yes, Dane smokes. A lot. I sighed and both of them laugh.

Then Will, with his twinkling eyes, said that Josh smokes, too. Which totally made Josh upset. They bickered for a good 5 minutes, I left them and talked to Ainsley. {I found out that she's not a girl I thought she was *insert bad things here*, but she was really sweet. Oh, and we made a deal today. I'll teach her guitar, she'll teach me basketball. A pretty good deal, huh? Since I could never survive basketball without hit myself. Pretty pathetic.}

Josh suddenly {playfully} threw an empty plastic bottle to Will's head. Then Will roared angrily. It was pretty intense. Will sounds a lot like Dane. A lot. Which made me slightly uncomfortable. But anyway, in the end of the day, Josh skipped {actually skipped!} to me and happily said that Will and him are okay. Boys *roll eyes*.

Okay so on Monday Annie that I like Will. And today she saw him, she said he was okay. And she fricking told Rochelle. Sigh. Then Fiona found out too. I'm doomed. They laughed happily. Fricking happily. It's quite embarrassing. No, scratch that. It's really embarrassing.

The thing is, Will actually teased me. We never really talk everyday, but we always do that eye contacts thingy *creeeeeeps*. He didn't let me inside his class. We were so effing close! I was like 'eeeeeeeepppp' on the inside, but I can't keep my heads up whenever he's near. Quite annoying.

There. And update. Heh. So goodnight, wish me luck on keeping my eyes open.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

30 August 2012

Physics making me nervous so much. And so is TOEIC. I don't understand any of them. Sigh. I really need to read some books now. Er, it's 15:21 when I started writing, still in my uniform, which fortunately aren't hot with sweats.

Kay, so Josh is a Catholic, so is Will. Every Catholic student got their own lesson in the library every Thursday. I'm a Christian, and mine's Monday. Anyway, I didn't go to Josh's classes all day long, until the bell rang. So Will and Gabby and Oliver and a bunch of other students were there, cleaning the classroom. Josh is talking about his Sociology project, so I sat on the tables, they were lined closely, and spinning around. Josh said I was stupid and I'm making my skirt dirty. Well, that what clothes are for! Dirty! *Insert annoying super evil laugh here*

After all the talking and chatting, and awkward gaze with Will, Josh and I went outside the class, talking. Will was inside, playing football. Sigh. And the ball bounced out. It got under my legs, and I kicked it lamely.

Will sneered at me and throw the ball at Josh. It hit the wall for the first try, but hit Josh painfully on the second try. Boys. Er, so I don't know why, he throw the ball at my knee, it wasn't even hurt. Muahaha, did I sound so manly now? *awkwards*

Then kicked his leg {again, he stood so close. wait, we actually touched} and he faked falling over me. That's so stupid. He wasn't good at acting. It looks like he was trying to hurt himself. So he laughed when I scolded him, and hit my knew lightly with his helmet on the way out. So off he went.

And my two annoying friends, Ricky and Kevin, sneered at me when they saw me standing in front of Josh's class. Those baboon laughed like a herd of hyenas. I stuck my tongue at them. It turns out we went outside together. Sigh.

Okay. I got no other interesting things. Tomorrow is Friday, and I think we're going to take PE class outside the school. I hope it's raining tomorrow! *finger cross*. But on the other hand I get to wear shorts. That'll subside the heat a bit.

Until next time ;D

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

29 Agust 2012!

Hi! :D

I'm sorry I haven't been writing. Homeworks, exams, and projects won't leave me alone. So far so good, except I forgot my Biology homework today. Crappy feelings. But thanks to Will, he washed it away. He's just too cute.

Okay so it was the first break. And we were just working on some 'go green' project. We were making compost from dry leaf, banana skin, and a bit of soil. I didn't even get to touch anything. But I managed to lose my scissor. Just my luck. A girl left it on the bathroom, and it's stolen now. So no point being mad at her. Or there is?

Anyway, Michelle was trailing behind me all the way to the canteen. She thought I was going to eat, I told her I wasn't, so she left me. As promised, I met Josh at the canteen. He was going to eat, but changed his mind on the last second, so we went back to class. Oh, and I saw Will, too.

So we're back, and some random guy lent Josh his tab, and they were freaking playing angry birds. A few minutes later, Will barged into the class, with all his might and glory. Okay, kidding. Actually he tripped a bit.

So he spotted me and we exchanged some awkward stares for a few seconds before I looked away. I've never been good at eye contact. And so, he towered over Josh, but a bit diagonal, so his head is almost touching mine. That's enough for me to held my breath cautiously.

I was like 'omigosh!!!'.

Then he practically lined his leg beside mine, touching, so close. That's pretty much leave me couldn't concentrate.

Forget that. Er.. oh! And he fought over the tab with Josh, here and there I commented about how childish they were, but nobody listened. Sigh. Josh gave up the tab, being the 'mature' one he is {that's what he said}. Will couldn't play it, even a bit. It's quite comical, actually.

Bored doing nothing, Josh wiggled his eyebrows towards me, and then Will. Me, and then Will. And he coughed, a lot. He's really asking for trouble.

"I was trying not to like him, okay?"

Josh knew I was so nervous that I snap every time he talks. I'm so pathetic.

"Who?"

It wasn't Josh's asking. It was Will.

"Er.. no one" I ran the hell out of there. Thanks God, the bell rang right when I stood up.

Well, that was awkward. But at least I got to talk to him! :D I'm such a pathetic, obsessed girl, aren't I? Tehe.

Okay, that's enough about Will. Now, what should I talk about next?